Never Say Never

I received a gift certificate to my favorite running shoe store. I popped in on Sunday and used it toward a new pair of trail runners (Asics Trabuco 11). My old ones haven't been used much over the last ten years--actually I've only strapped them on maybe five times since my 50-mile Umstead (N.C.) run, after which I swore I would never run that far again.

But a few miles on the trails and warmer weather and what happens? I start thinking about ultras again.

How can I even consider that after the way my life has gone for the last two years? Got back into running in a more serious way after an extended period away from it. Cardiac arrest. ICD implanted. Down time. Back to running. Lyme disease. Down time. Back to running. Working my way towards half marathon. ICD has to be replaced. Down time. Back to running (this period lasted approxiamtely 3 weeks). Back goes out and I can barely move. Down time. Back to running. And now I'm thinking about ultras? Maybe I have running dementia now (happens in my age group).

Happy Boxing Day

We ran in the Foxboro State Forest again today and walked afterwards. The map below shows the walk portion.

Foxboro State Forest 1.7 mile walk at EveryTrail

Map created by EveryTrail:GPS Geotagging

Today we had the dog with us for the walk. We encountered another boxer while we were on the trail. We had seen a boxer earlier when we were running. That makes it Boxing Day, right?

For all you back pain sufferers out there, I can't recommend getting your own pair of Miracle Balls enough. Those and the yoga have really been instrumental in getting me back on the road.

Improving

I ran 3.4 miles yesterday on the road then walked 2.2. That's a great improvement from last week when I could barely walk. So I highly recommend yoga and miracle balls!

Today I'm taking my running buddy for a trail run. I'm trying to get her turned on to that. We're starting with the trail I did last weekend with the hubby:

Foxboro State Forest 2.4 at EveryTrail

Map created by EveryTrail:GPS Geotagging

Up Time

I ran this morning on the indoor track at the Y! I did the morning stretches and align-the-spine poses from the yoga book and some of the stretches for the back from the Miracle Ball book. I ran very slowly at first but picked up a little speed as I went. I was slower than before this "injury." There was a bit of discomfort bordering on pain but nothing that seemed dangerous or problematic. I ran for 30 minutes then repeated the yoga stretches.

It's been a rough week without running. I am impatient, grumpy, and liable to lash out if I don't get my endorphin fix. So I'm really happy to be back (so to speak).

Down Time

I hate down time!

My back has been acting up and I haven't been able to run for a week now. I usually run six days a week so to be reduced to zero is agonizing.

When I first noticed the pain Sunday morning (3/15) in my lower back, I ignored it. I got on my incline bench, did my situps, and ignored the pain. I went running and ignored the pain. But then I paid the piper. For the rest of the day, I was in excruciating pain, and it continued for the rest of the week. I tried massive doses of Ibuprofen. I tried a muscle relaxer. When I tried the heating pad, I ended up in worse pain. I couldn't sit for long. I had trouble walking. I had a hard time going up and down stairs and getting in and out of the car. By Friday I was desperate.

Then I pulled out a book I had bought many months ago, Yoga Heals Your Back by Rita Trieger. I did the morning stretches and the spine alignment poses. I felt immediate relief. I did them twice more that day and continued to do them throughout the weekend. The relief is astonishing--much better than the drugs. I'm not back to normal (occasionally my back just seems to quit and I nearly fall down), but at least I am not in agony anymore. Today I bought the Elaine Petrone's Miracle Ball Method. We'll see if that helps.

At this point, I would probably do anything to be able to get back to running. I have done a couple of long walks since my breakthrough on Friday, but I desperately need to get back to running. If I do something horrible in the next few days, I will blame it on the lack of running.